[Gilgamesh chuckles with prize in hand, grabbing a towel from the rack and wrapping her up like a mummy. Compared to his sudden approach, he's soft here, toweling through her hair and over her frame as a parent would with a child. After all that luxurious soaking, she looks, feels, and smells divine. Her body will thank her for it later.]
We should do this more often. With all the mischief you get up to, you collect a lot of dirt.
[Only Gilgamesh insults you while indulging you. At his core, her Servant really hasn't changed at all.]
[It's a soft grumble, but she's obviously enjoying the attention. She's never had a parent, of course, but this sort of care is nice regardless of prior association.]
[Gilgamesh rubs her clean before hauling her off, cradled against his chest, to the master bedroom. Vietnam wasn't home quite yet, leaving the room empty for the moment; not that it would've mattered much either way, as she would've understood and accepted the situation quickly. Depositing the still wrapped Hakuno on the bed, he rummages in his closet, tossing out a big, loose shirt of his for her to wear. This one, to be precise.]
Take this. I believe it a customary practice between boyfriend and girlfriend to wear each others' clothing to bed.
[Never mind that they were nothing like that... or that Gilgamesh continued to parade around in the nude, comfortable as could be.]
Are undergarments also required? Panties... panties, panties, panties...
[There's just something funny about hearing a five thousand year old ancient say panties, panties, panties.]
[Hakuno snuggles into his (naturally) fluffy towel, picking up the shirt and having a quiet laugh at the caption.]
I think the image usually associated with that is 'long-sleeved button-up' but this should work fine since it's just us. And yes, undergarments are definitely required. I could just wash the ones I wore here...
[It might get a bit weird, otherwise. Does he just... have an emergency stash? Are they Vietnam's? Do they belong to some other conquest? ...would that be better or worse?]
[He does, in fact, seem to have a stash, as he produces a particularly lacy pair of said panties after a minute or so of searching and hands it over to her. A pair that fits her measurements exactly and appears to have never been worn before. But how did he happen upon such an item, and what reason would he have to keep it? Furthermore, did Vietnam take no issue with it? Perhaps some mysteries were best left unsolved surrounding the surreptitious life of Gilgamesh.]
There. The princess has been settled.
[Gilgamesh himself lounges at the end of the bed. Also quite mysteriously, he's already dry from the bath, and appears as immaculate as he was when he first entered. Maybe this man knew no other state besides beautiful. Right now, he looks lost in thought, his eyes drifting around the room even as they settle upon nothing at all.]
Such a long day this has been... or else I have lost my sense of time. How troubling.
[After a moment of hesitation, inspection, and the firm decision to just... not open this particular can of worms, she slips them on and then tugs the shirt over her head, reveling in how loosely it hangs on her thin frame for a moment.]
You know, you're the second person to call me that so far.
[Robin had been arguing with her, though, so maybe it shouldn't count. She glances up at that strange haze of melancholy in Gilgamesh's voice, though.]
I'm inclined to agree with you, but most of my days have been particularly long lately.
I cannot forget anything, by the nature of my design. However...
[Gilgamesh sinks to his side. Not in weakness, but in openness, in vulnerability. Though it might have amounted to the same for him, proud creature that he was.]
I feel as though I have started to replace, little by little, what I have left behind. So it is as if I have forgotten after all. It is as if those people, and places, and experiences ceased to be. The world of Fuyuki, and the world of Enprise—they have begun to merge with one another. Fuyuki fades; Enprise blossoms.
[He poses a question aloud, for his own sake, but it may be just as relevant for hers.]
Can one lose themselves, and find themselves, at the exact same time?
No. At least, I don't think so. I find the idea of replacing things—well, people and places—really, really sad. I feel like... it would be cruel, to the place and people that I've survived. It's why I was so crushed to... To find out about Saber.
[Hakuno flops onto her side as her fingers move to touch a necklace that isn't there, meeting his gaze even if her own seems to be looking through him, locked on some obviously discomfiting memory. She's shivering, though he'd only be able to notice this close up. She certainly hasn't yet.]
Losing my 'self'... It was pleasant the first time, on the surface. An idyllic school life where we were all friends, looped again and again until... until I realized things were wrong. And then I jumped off the roof and met you, before waking up. The second time... we were separated, and I was terrified. She put me in... something like a box. I had to crawl and crawl, even if it was endless. Even as my senses faded one by one, and my identity went numb. Even when I knew nothing, and found nothing, I had to keep moving. If Julius hadn't come saved me...
[A hard shudder ripples through her.]
I don't want to believe there's any benefit to losing any part of yourself. But maybe I'm biased, since I'm so much newer than you. I have less to lose. ...but, no matter what, you're always yourself, right? You might not be able to forget something, but you can reorder your priorities however you please. That's just my opinion, though.
That's right. Your identity is precious to you, is it not? Every piece, every person, every memory.
[So asking her to forget was like asking to erase what little she already had. Certainly it made sense for her to answer that way. Frankly, for all the danger she put herself in, and for how troublesome she could be, she possessed a remarkably straightforward system of logic. He almost envied her, that she could answer so clearly and without hesitation.
But isn't that how he should be, too? It's true. He has no reason to doubt himself. Apparently even beings who can't forget needed reminders on occasion.]
Do not worry, Hakuno. I will not let you lose anything more.
[He reaches forward, for her face...]
Except your clothes. Those you could stand to lose more frequently.
She doesn't say it, of course. He doesn't need to know that if her talk with him had backfired, Rin would have written Hakuno off with him. The matter is settled, and her confidence paid off. That's the only thing that really matters now. They have weathered that storm, so she just needs to focus on preparing for the next one, whatever shape it might take. He's an unpredictable man, yes, but his capriciousness comes with an edge she always needs to be on the lookout for.
Not for her own sake, naturally, because she still has the protection of his promise. But for the sake of whoever might be in the resulting blast zone.]
[It wouldn't matter even if she did. While Gilgamesh has recognized his own involvement in the situation, it only goes so far. He still hasn't apologized, and likely won't. He still doesn't acknowledge that he was almost entirely at fault, instead doing as the women around him wished. And he still doesn't care about the repercussions of actions outside of himself. Gilgamesh would be Gilgamesh to the very end, and that is something she simply must accept as a former Master.
But Gilgamesh appears the pinnacle of gentleness before her now. He takes loose hold of her collar and drags them both together and under the covers. He's naked and she's underdressed but somehow there's nothing inappropriate about it. He just embraces her, as a man embraces his woman.]
Rest, child. The world and all its wonders shall await you tomorrow.
[And at last, he could fulfill a different promise, to remain at her side as she slept.]
[Yes, those are core facts that Hakuno can't make herself forget, even wrapped up as gently as she is now. There s a reason she had promised to resolve the issue and leave Gilgamesh with a lasting impression, rather than remorseful. Changing Gilgamesh's mind—fully, at least—is like trying to reroute a raging river with a twig. No matter how mellow he might seem to have gotten here, it's little more than wrapping a razorblades in cotton. It's fine to be a little careless, but getting hurt is never entirely out of the question.
She doesn't fight his literal manhandling, all the same, and even nestles a bit closer to maximize her comfort. He's held her like this once before, but in the body of a woman—it's different, being held like this. Not in a bad way, or uncomfortably so, though, so she resolves to think on it later.]
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[Gilgamesh chuckles with prize in hand, grabbing a towel from the rack and wrapping her up like a mummy. Compared to his sudden approach, he's soft here, toweling through her hair and over her frame as a parent would with a child. After all that luxurious soaking, she looks, feels, and smells divine. Her body will thank her for it later.]
We should do this more often. With all the mischief you get up to, you collect a lot of dirt.
[Only Gilgamesh insults you while indulging you. At his core, her Servant really hasn't changed at all.]
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[It's a soft grumble, but she's obviously enjoying the attention. She's never had a parent, of course, but this sort of care is nice regardless of prior association.]
Well, I do train a lot...
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Perhaps you should.
[Gilgamesh rubs her clean before hauling her off, cradled against his chest, to the master bedroom. Vietnam wasn't home quite yet, leaving the room empty for the moment; not that it would've mattered much either way, as she would've understood and accepted the situation quickly. Depositing the still wrapped Hakuno on the bed, he rummages in his closet, tossing out a big, loose shirt of his for her to wear. This one, to be precise.]
Take this. I believe it a customary practice between boyfriend and girlfriend to wear each others' clothing to bed.
[Never mind that they were nothing like that... or that Gilgamesh continued to parade around in the nude, comfortable as could be.]
Are undergarments also required? Panties... panties, panties, panties...
[There's just something funny about hearing a five thousand year old ancient say panties, panties, panties.]
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I think the image usually associated with that is 'long-sleeved button-up' but this should work fine since it's just us. And yes, undergarments are definitely required. I could just wash the ones I wore here...
[It might get a bit weird, otherwise. Does he just... have an emergency stash? Are they Vietnam's? Do they belong to some other conquest? ...would that be better or worse?]
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There. The princess has been settled.
[Gilgamesh himself lounges at the end of the bed. Also quite mysteriously, he's already dry from the bath, and appears as immaculate as he was when he first entered. Maybe this man knew no other state besides beautiful. Right now, he looks lost in thought, his eyes drifting around the room even as they settle upon nothing at all.]
Such a long day this has been... or else I have lost my sense of time. How troubling.
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You know, you're the second person to call me that so far.
[Robin had been arguing with her, though, so maybe it shouldn't count. She glances up at that strange haze of melancholy in Gilgamesh's voice, though.]
I'm inclined to agree with you, but most of my days have been particularly long lately.
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[Gilgamesh sinks to his side. Not in weakness, but in openness, in vulnerability. Though it might have amounted to the same for him, proud creature that he was.]
I feel as though I have started to replace, little by little, what I have left behind. So it is as if I have forgotten after all. It is as if those people, and places, and experiences ceased to be. The world of Fuyuki, and the world of Enprise—they have begun to merge with one another. Fuyuki fades; Enprise blossoms.
[He poses a question aloud, for his own sake, but it may be just as relevant for hers.]
Can one lose themselves, and find themselves, at the exact same time?
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[Hakuno flops onto her side as her fingers move to touch a necklace that isn't there, meeting his gaze even if her own seems to be looking through him, locked on some obviously discomfiting memory. She's shivering, though he'd only be able to notice this close up. She certainly hasn't yet.]
Losing my 'self'... It was pleasant the first time, on the surface. An idyllic school life where we were all friends, looped again and again until... until I realized things were wrong. And then I jumped off the roof and met you, before waking up. The second time... we were separated, and I was terrified. She put me in... something like a box. I had to crawl and crawl, even if it was endless. Even as my senses faded one by one, and my identity went numb. Even when I knew nothing, and found nothing, I had to keep moving. If Julius hadn't come saved me...
[A hard shudder ripples through her.]
I don't want to believe there's any benefit to losing any part of yourself. But maybe I'm biased, since I'm so much newer than you. I have less to lose. ...but, no matter what, you're always yourself, right? You might not be able to forget something, but you can reorder your priorities however you please. That's just my opinion, though.
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[So asking her to forget was like asking to erase what little she already had. Certainly it made sense for her to answer that way. Frankly, for all the danger she put herself in, and for how troublesome she could be, she possessed a remarkably straightforward system of logic. He almost envied her, that she could answer so clearly and without hesitation.
But isn't that how he should be, too? It's true. He has no reason to doubt himself. Apparently even beings who can't forget needed reminders on occasion.]
Do not worry, Hakuno. I will not let you lose anything more.
[He reaches forward, for her face...]
Except your clothes. Those you could stand to lose more frequently.
[...and gives it a squeeze.]
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She doesn't say it, of course. He doesn't need to know that if her talk with him had backfired, Rin would have written Hakuno off with him. The matter is settled, and her confidence paid off. That's the only thing that really matters now. They have weathered that storm, so she just needs to focus on preparing for the next one, whatever shape it might take. He's an unpredictable man, yes, but his capriciousness comes with an edge she always needs to be on the lookout for.
Not for her own sake, naturally, because she still has the protection of his promise. But for the sake of whoever might be in the resulting blast zone.]
Leggo. I li' m'clothes.
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But Gilgamesh appears the pinnacle of gentleness before her now. He takes loose hold of her collar and drags them both together and under the covers. He's naked and she's underdressed but somehow there's nothing inappropriate about it. He just embraces her, as a man embraces his woman.]
Rest, child. The world and all its wonders shall await you tomorrow.
[And at last, he could fulfill a different promise, to remain at her side as she slept.]
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s a reason she had promised to resolve the issue and leave Gilgamesh with a lasting impression, rather than remorseful. Changing Gilgamesh's mind—fully, at least—is like trying to reroute a raging river with a twig. No matter how mellow he might seem to have gotten here, it's little more than wrapping a razorblades in cotton. It's fine to be a little careless, but getting hurt is never entirely out of the question.
She doesn't fight his literal manhandling, all the same, and even nestles a bit closer to maximize her comfort. He's held her like this once before, but in the body of a woman—it's different, being held like this. Not in a bad way, or uncomfortably so, though, so she resolves to think on it later.]
...mmhm. It always is, these days. S'nice.